still in college, doing fine!
my abilitys as an artist have grown i will post as much art as i can as often as i can, but i am very busy, and my posts are too large for a scanner
thank you for your support!
i will post as much as possible!



ps am NOT miserable! da was being slow!

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I am here at college now, I love it. I really love my art classes! My professors are awesome! My building is loud but that's ok, it'll get taken care of.
I miss DA, you guys are awesome Hopefully I will have my scanner up and running soon so you can see my newer stuff
I will be back soon I promise. I love you guys, thank you for your support!!!!!

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I am addicted to clubs.

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I leave for college tomorrow, and things were starting to fall into place. I was starting to not panic every 5 minutes. Yeah, no more of that.
Everything that could go wrong the day before quite litterally has. I was stupid to think it would go so easily.
So if you all do not hear from me for a little while, it just means I'm busy with classes and such. I'm sure I will be fine once I get there, it's just all this stupid other $#!* that's driving me crazy before I get there.
Thank you guys for putting up with me and supporting my artwork, I really do appreciate it so much DA has helped me creatively on so many levels that I could proabably write a book on it. lol.
But again thank you guys so much! I love you all!

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I am addicted to clubs.

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Well, now I know how I'm getting to college, but the rest is so complicated!
I am so confused, and stressed! I almost feel disoriented...
Don't get me wrong, I'm REALLY excited, but I am also TERRIFIED...
I don't know. I don't really like how I feel right now I guess... Which is bad.
I can't wait to be around other artists, I know there will be many view points I can learn from. The same thing goes for the professors.
But I have not been in a class room before I was all excited about it, because I was like, "Oh! Finally!" but then I REALLY started thinking about it, and then I was like, "Oh $#!*...I DON'T KNOW HOW TO DO THIS!"
So ya, you can fully see how my mind is right now... Not to mention how much money I am going to be out after these 4 years... Thats a whole different thought...
Today was my last day at work too, and it sucked. Bad. There are a few really awesome people who I am going to miss terribly. The over all work experence was not too good though, so I am glad to be out of there, even though I will miss the paycheck T^T
My art is kind of meh right now, sorry guys. There is so much going on that I've had a hard time focousing on any difficult pieces...Plus my only copy of Photoshop died on me
But I will post something worth-while soon! I promise!!!
I also want to thank you all for your support and thank all those who take the time to view my page and my gallery! I really do appreciate it so much!
Thank you thank you thank you!
Sorry for the random emo BS writings lately... It will get better eventually, but thank you all for being patient with me
Thanks for supporting me and my art!!!!

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I am addicted to clubs.

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Ugh.
Ya know when there's plan? And then all of the sudden, that plan goes to $#**...?
My plans for college have gotten so complicated I could cry.
Everything is all set, and nice, and then it feel through. I have no idea how I am going to get there, or how I am going to get my stuff there.

And work sucks. I am doing things there that the manager should be doing. But as always the task falls on me when she can't do it.
So much f****** stress. I seriously do not know what I am doing.
I just don't know. I feel like it doesn't matter. Such a rut I am in today. I don't know. I'm starting to not care. I don't know anything anymore.
As Mrs Lovett would say "Times is hard, sir."

Besides this random speal, (sorry guys) I am happy to know that my fellow deviants support me in my work. Thank you all.
I will be doing Sweeney art soon, I think. Fantastic movie. Music is amazing.
:sighs: sorry all. If I don't post because I am so busy, or if my art becomes impossibly dark for a time, I am sorry.
Thank you all, once again.

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I am addicted to clubs.